Day 176

There are days when I want to be significantly and artistically productive. I want to paint, I want to draw, I want to make good art and feel satisfied at the end of the day.

There are days when I want to be profoundly insightful. I want to be contemplative and reflective, I want to think, I want to analyse and write them all down. Maybe one day it will become a book or something.

There are days when I want to be immersed in well-created stuff. I want to watch as many great films and tv series as I can, read (and finish) great books, listen to great music and appreciate all great things other people have created.

There are days when I want to relax — body and soul. I want to pamper all my senses with pleasing view, refreshing fragrance, scrumptious meal, dulcet sound in a cosy surrounding. Nothing to worry, nothing to rush, just relaxation.

There are days when I want to be surrounded by people who are chatty, witty and thoughtful. I want to have heart-to-heart and mind-to-mind conversation with them — talking about life, ideas, the future, culture, the world, personality types, jokes, dreams, movies, music, stories, beautiful things, God and whatever topic that connects us deeper. No assumption, no judgement, no disagreement, just sharing and laughing.

There are days when I want to do nothing and not feel guilty about it.

These are the kind of days that make me feel less anxious about what's going wrong in my life. These are the kind of days that make me grateful for life.

But, for now. . .

Picture by: Harley Quinn & Co