It's about: "When God Seems To Ask More Than You're Capable Of"
I often doubt God's sovereign plan for my life. I question His provision a lot, forgetting that He has proven so many times in the past how He always provides whatever is necessary for me to accomplish what He desires for me to do.
Recently, God has spoken to me about a new journey. I have been asking, "seriously, God? Don't You see what I have been struggling with? It's not even finished yet so why are You taking me to another journey?"
Then, today's devotional reading told me how my situation is similar to what happened to Gideon in the Bible:
When the Angel of the Lord appeared to Gideon, he said, ‘The Lord is with you, Mighty Warrior.’ ‘Pardon Me, my lord,’ Gideon, replied, ‘but if the Lord is with us, why has all this happened to us.’ … The Lord turned to Him and said, ‘go in the strength you have and save Israel out of Median’s hand, are I not sending you?'” (Judges 6:13-14).
Perhaps He’s telling you to take on a new project, one that will require much time and effort. To take it on in your already busy schedule of doctor appointments, family responsibilities, caregiver role, or the daily life of illness. All which seem overwhelming already–yet He is gently revealing to you a new journey to join Him on–one that may be difficult but will expand your relationship together.
Yes, when that happens I admit to being the first to say, as Gideon, “Pardon me, my Lord?”
I can also identify with the questions he proposes to the Lord. Why is all this happening to me or my family? Where are your miracles and wonders? You know, the ones you did for my family in the past, my ancestors? (paraphrased verse 13)
Like Gideon, I too can look back in mine and my family’s life, seeing the gift of God’s provision, healing, His protection; Yet Often, I’m sad to say, like Gideon, I’ve used the excuse; I’m too weak, (verse 15), or my schedule too full.
But then we see a glimmer of hope as Gideon asks for a sign, proof of who God is (verse 17-18); “And the Lord said, “I will wait until you return.”
Not only is our Lord willing to grant Gideon proof, (which He does several times) but notice His words,” I will wait until you return.”
Oh, what an amazing Father! As with Gideon, He patiently waits on His children–you and I–as we work through our own lessons in obedience, trust, and provision.
Let us take strength from Gideon’s journey. The Lord proved that He would provide everything needed to accomplish it, just as He will for you and me!
I pray as I continue to grow in my love and relationship with God, He will help me not doubt His sovereign plan for my life and future. I trust that He will enable and equip me to accomplish His purposes. And may He receive all the glory when it is completed. Soli Deo gloria!
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